Issues

If you read my "Issues so far in 2008" blog you would have seen that 2008 started very rocky with a lot of hurt and betrayal. First off, Issue #1-My best friends betrayal that really broke me. We have since reconciled but things haven't been quite the same. We hang out sometimes and I still see my goddaughter but the major details of my life, she still hasn't earned the right too. As far as her and the guy, they have been living together for quite sometime and she is now 10 weeks pregnant with his baby. Maybe they are meant to be and that's fine but the way they went about starting that relationship I still feel was dishonest and just plain wrong. He isn't a bad guy but I honestly am clueless to what I possibly could have seen in him, he is just sooo NOT my type at all. So, I have a few friends that hate the fact that I gave her another chance but we have been friends now for almost 14 years so that's not easy to throw away. My goddaughter just turned 4 and I would miss her like crazy. However, if anything like this ever happens again, there is no 3rd chance. I wont allow myself to be made a fool of again and I wont allow my heart to be treated that way again. So, lets just hope she has learned her lesson.

Issue #2- My friend/roommate that tried to screw me out of money she owed me and decided too run her mouth about my weight- we have never reconciled and I have no intention of ever doing so. She is not worth my time and really isn't even worth the key strokes. I honestly don't feel any loss here.

Issue #3- The boy! We tried dating again and he broke my heart again. I think a lot of the reasoning is that he isn't ready for something serious but over the course of us dating, he expressed some feelings about my weight that were very hurtful. I will go into those at a later time.

Issue #4- Haven't spoken to my cousin since.

2008 was heartbreaking and I have just had my heart broken again. I know that I am lucky and have some people in my life that really care about me but my heart hurts regardless. I just have to hope that things will get better.