Fell Of The Wagon

So, Saturday went to Helen's bridal shower. Almost impossible to eat good. I was good in the morning. had my cheerios with non fat milk. Headed to San Diego. Well this was the nicest freaking shower I had ever been to. Normally its like veggie platters, fruit platters, cold cuts. Not this shower. Appetizers were cheeses, meatballs and stuff. Then it was a sit down luncheon. Salad was served, ate that and put very light amt of the Italian dressing on it, then the meal which was chicken and pasta. I ate the chicken and had like 2 bites of the pasta and then I was good. The killer... tiramisu was served. Yes tiramisu is bad and i wouldn't have had any but it wasn't a situation where I could just not have dessert, people would be asking questions. I don't want to tell people I am dieting or I am on a diet plan. So I picked at it- freaking so good. Ate the strawberry and blackberry on top. Ugh... today I was pretty good. I dunno. I am super scared for tomorrow though! :( Fingers crossed.