So today was my goddaughter's birthday.. (May 12) she turned 3. I wasn't even invited. So I feel like crap seeing as I am basically being punished for being the one who was screwed over and lied too and I had to miss her birthday. I emailed my "best friend" asking if she could at least wish her Happy Birthday for me seeing as I wasn't invited, her response was yes, she didn't realize that I wanted to come.. um what?! Whatever... so I feel like crap. I missed her birthday and I can never get that back. This is why I will NEVER date guys with kids. I miss Madison like crazy and there is nothing I can do about that.
So on a positive note, lost 2 more pounds today... yet, I don't feel happy like I should cause I'm so hurt about this situation. Every time I try and move past it, something happens and I am right back where I started feeling betrayed and hurt. :( Ok I need to go back to bed.
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