Monday, May 5, 2008

Happy Cinco De Mayo~



Happy Cinco De Mayo All!

So tonight is the 2nd to last day I can eat regular food and I totally did. At school I had a Propel and some of someones chips. Lunch we went to Chick-fil-a and had chicken strips, fries and Ranch dressing but with a diet coke. Tonight went for Mexican with some friends to celebrate Cinco De Mayo. Happy Hour so half off appetizers and drink specials and stuff. Had a chicken quesedilla and so badly wanted to celebrate with a margarita but I am at the stage of my diet that I cant have alcohol. Funny how as soon as its something that you "can't have" you suddenly want it. I cant have sweets and stuff either and all I feel like is ice cream cake or a brownie or something bad. What can ya do.

So, dinner was fun. Went with two very good friends who both have amazing bodies. They want to get together at one of there homes this Saturday and lay by the pool and BBQ. So cute how they have no idea that I cant wear a swim suit. I mean, clearly they realize I am quiet a bit larger but I don't know that they realize that since they both pretty much equal one of me, a swim suit is not even a possibility for me at this point. This is just one example of how my weight hinders certain aspects of my life. Ok, I am super tired. Tomorrow is my last day of normal food. Hmm guess I better make the most of it!

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